I am going...

Just a week left for me. I am going to India this week. If anybody doesn’t know I am going for my marriage. Don’t know how life is going to be after marriage. Even after 4 months of knowing him (my fiancé) I still don’t know him and I am getting into marriage for whatever reason. I am feeling very sad. Don’t ask me why. Only time I am happy is when I am with Rehan. When I talk to him I forget every sorrows, regrets, hatred every other negative emotions.

Anyways…anyways…anyways…I know I have to think positive and keep smiling and so will try level best to be so. And anyways me and Rehan never expected anything more than what is happening. Just that like every other human we are also finding it hard to digest the fact that we can never be lovers as we are now.

The new job of mine is really keeping me busy. And I am sure it will even in future. May or may not blog before I leave for India. Still hoping I would as soon as I am back at work.

For Rehan's eyes (the eyes that I love):

I love you lot jaan...Please tc of urself till I come back. Muah!

Party time!

Blogging after a very long time. Before anything I want to wish everyone who reads my blog a very Happy New Year!

It has been long I didn’t blog. Sometimes when I am lonely and sometimes when I am in middle of a crowd I feel like writing down my thoughts which I thought I could post on my blog. But I dont really do it. I would just let the time pass by doing nothing but staring into my far away dream life with Rehan. Hehe… How silly hain na?

If anybody not aware of the fact -I was working for a company where the staff were all from one remote state of India. Guess? Ok one clue-you won’t find genuinely literate people in this state. Imagine working with the illiterate babus. Hehe…Anyways..It was Rehan’s (more than mine) dream to find a good job where I could learn more and earn more and be really busy. And yes I got a job all unexpected. A really challenging, highly paid (taken my qualifications & experience because here guys with engineering degree + MBA from UK are paid the same), cool colleagues, no cheap politics, no back biting, all fun and more than anything a job that will give me no time to entertain worthless thoughts.

It happened this way that when I was in a job hunt way back months I had registered my CV on every recruitment agency of Dubai. I got a call for an interview which I had passed luckily (and unexpected). Later the second interview and finally appointed. Only minus is that the office is at Jebel Ali. Too far from the city of Dubai. Calculating the traffic of Dubai it would take 3 hours travel in a day (1 hour morning & 2 in the evening). If there’s an accident on any other road of Dubai it affects the entire traffic and in that case calculate 4 hours or above. But still I am really happy because Rehan is happy.

He is so happy that he won’t mind throwing a party at the Burj Al Arab.

Alright! Alright.If not Burj Al Arab then Grand Hyatt. Ok?