I am going...

Just a week left for me. I am going to India this week. If anybody doesn’t know I am going for my marriage. Don’t know how life is going to be after marriage. Even after 4 months of knowing him (my fiancé) I still don’t know him and I am getting into marriage for whatever reason. I am feeling very sad. Don’t ask me why. Only time I am happy is when I am with Rehan. When I talk to him I forget every sorrows, regrets, hatred every other negative emotions.

Anyways…anyways…anyways…I know I have to think positive and keep smiling and so will try level best to be so. And anyways me and Rehan never expected anything more than what is happening. Just that like every other human we are also finding it hard to digest the fact that we can never be lovers as we are now.

The new job of mine is really keeping me busy. And I am sure it will even in future. May or may not blog before I leave for India. Still hoping I would as soon as I am back at work.

For Rehan's eyes (the eyes that I love):

I love you lot jaan...Please tc of urself till I come back. Muah!