Le teri ho gayi yaar sajna ve sajna

Tujhe bhar loon apni aankhon mein, in aankhon ko main kholoon na
Kholoon apni baaton main phir is duniya se boloon na
Bhar loon apni aankhon mein, in aankhon ko main kholoon na
Kholoon apni baaton main phir is duniya se boloon na
Main dekhoon main baat karoon tere saath jeeyoon tere saath maroon
Le teri ho gayi yaar sajna ve sajna

Tu aur kissi ka na hona, main jeete jee mar jaaungi
Teri khaatir duniya se ab tanha hi lad jaaungi
Aur kissi ka na hona, main jeete jee mar jaaungi
Teri khaatir duniya se ab tanha hi lad jaaungi
Maine tujhko kahaan piya ye tan-man tere naam kiya
Le teri ho gayi yaar sajna ve sajna

I have always loved this song for two reasons:
1) Sunidhi Chauhan’s amazing & soul touching voice
2) That’s a reflection of my heart.

Now, I don’t need to explain about the beautiful voice of Sunidhi but I will have to explain how the lyrics reflect my heart. I desperately want to do everything the lyrics mentioned above says. Even now, after all expected (yup) changes in my life, I still want to make him mine. Tujhe bhar loon apni aankhon mein, in aankhon ko main kholoon na…See! That’s in my heart. My feelings, my thoughts all you can find out from the lines of this song.

I am missing him so much and these lines are making me go crazy. Kya karu. I cant stop thinking of Rehan. Nothing else is on my mind apart from him, his smile (the curve goes only to one side, slightly bending downwards & its rare), his sweating hands (I love holding it and pressing it to my cheeks to feel his warmth), his teeth arranged in wrong positions (I just melt when he intentionally shows that to me when I am angry with him) and so many things that I love in him. Missing everything. The more I try to go far from him, the more I think of him & miss him.

I know I need to get over this ASAP and once its done I will start writing about everything else happening in my life (apart from Rehan). Until then all please tolerate my Non-Stop Non-Sense.

Only for Rehan’s eyes (The eyes that I love):
Jaan, you promised me you won’t keep your mobile switched off. You know how upset I am these days. Sometimes I speak things that I don’t mean at all. Bebo will go mad if you do that once again. Please…