Live or Let Die

I will need some feedback/ suggestions from all who reads my blog on a question that’s on my mind for past few weeks now.

It’s been only 3 months since I have started blogging. And I am very happy that I have got few but very good people who motivate me to blog more. Some people whom I have never seen or known. It started off as a source to put across certain feelings, which I thought I could express better in writing than any other way. And it proved right. I can now explain anything and everything with help of words just to convey the exact matter with all emotion and importance. It is such a relief to me. But again, this blog contains all my personal matters, which perhaps none of my friends or any close ones ever knew about me.

Some major changes have taken place in life unexpected and which leaves me blank about everything that’s happening at present. I want to hold every second passing by, want to pause this very moment. I want to be the way I am, I want my Rehan in my life always, and I want to see his smile all the time. Everything just the way it is.

Question: Should this blog remain the way it is, the way I am, his Bebo, smiling, and most importantly unmarried (single)?

The reason for thinking like wise was because I felt if I continue blogging there would many things that are going to be entirely different from what I have been to the people who read my blog. I may not want to post many of the things which may happen in my future life, which may again may upset me. Either I stop blogging and let this blog die on its own or continue blogging without anyone (my close friends or relatives or even my would be) knowing about it. If you want the latter one, then I would prefer being single on the blog forever, the same Bebo who lives in a imaginary world with Rehan, who is really happy and smiling. She may not want to mention about the life she will live in real precisely the married life.

This is what I have been thinking for sometime now and I will continue blogging ONLY when I get honest & convincing suggestions from all who care about me, who understands me and who care to read my blog to know more about me.

Should I ask in particular to leave a comment?